I Don't Have To Look At The Big Picture Now
Thursday, July 20, 2017
I Don't Have To Look At The Big Picture Now


My mind has been all over the place lately and it still is as of this morning. But as I'm writing this, I told myself to take a step back, pause for a moment and breathe. What making me feel miserable? What do I want to achieve and how do I achieve it?

Before I begin I realize the pen and paper I have on hand, jotting down my usual to do list is what's causing it. I'm crunching time, doing everything I wanted to do in the few hours I have in a day, not knowing if it's the right one is making me head go ballistic. Because I began to question myself. Is this the right way of doing it? Should I be doing this instead of that?

I was so caught up with the steps to get to my goal that I forgot the very essence of why I'm doing this in the first place. Why do I wake up at 4 am everyday to workout? Because I want to feel good in my own skin. Why am I spending so much time on this new project? Because I want to change how people think about consumerism.

I realize I have to live each day with an intention and purpose and that I don't have to look at the big picture now because that exist in the future. What I have in my head may not exactly be it. It's just an idea of what I hope to achieve but that's about it.

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Nothing On My Mind
Sunday, July 16, 2017
Nothing On My Mind


I have a lot of things in my head my right now and I feel like time is just passing without me pinning down on exactly what I need to do. I meant that for this moment right here right now and not in the future. I should be working but instead I'm taking this time to clear my head.

You see I have a ton on my to do list but I don't know how to navigate through them or if I did I'll just go around and around without a plan. So here I am blabbing around this page without a clear purpose.

I should be reading, watching videos, fixing up my site, figuring things out etc etc etc...

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Long Weekend At Penang
Sunday, July 02, 2017
Long Weekend At Penang


Holiday: 24 - 26 June 2017

Long weekend has brought us to Penang, Malaysia where we got to see all the amazing cultural sites, taste delicious local foods and create beautiful memories.

Day 1
First on the list is getting the essentials, sunglasses and umbrella which we both forgot
Ate lunch and head to coffee and chocolate museum
Walked around georgetown and see the art sites
Visited Camera Museum, Peranakan Mansion and Clan Jetties
Had dinner at their local market where we had poh pia, chicken clay pot rice and fried foods. Yum!

Day 2
Tasted local snacks, went to a small art market, ate lunch at Eastern & Oriental Hotel.
Explored more of Georgetown art sites
Took a bus to Buti Ferringhi and had a lovely foot and back massage

Day 3
Ate their local Bah Kut Teh and headed back home

What an eventful trip! 
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Only Time Will Tell
Saturday, July 01, 2017
Only Time Will Tell


As I look out into the world and imagine what is before me, I'm greeted with a rush of fear of what is ahead and what is to come. Where will I be 30 years from now? Will I get to keep and nurture what life has gifted me with? Will I have kids? Will I be able to do what I love and not be part of this system that society builds? So many questions left unanswered and only time will tell. 

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Maybe Life Meant To Give Us More
Friday, June 23, 2017
Maybe Life Meant To Give Us More



Maybe life meant to give us more,
Something we need, not what we thought we need.
Perhaps it meant us well all along.

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