Nothing Is Left Between Us
Monday, May 29, 2017
Nothing Is Left Between Us


I feel like I've gotten my closure if that's how I should call it. Life has its way isn't it. I didn't realise you'd be at the party until the night before. You were surprise to see me but I was expecting it anyway. I didn't know if you'd come and talk to me but you did and you've cleared the air after months of lost communication.

Nothing is left between us and someone out there is waiting for me to give him a chance. I was holding myself back not because of you but because I wasn't sure if I was willing to put up with things that could hurt me again. But after that night I realise I owe it to myself; to be happy in the arms of someone who wants to be with me. So I guess this is my farewell to you. I was caught in your shadows during times of darkness and I was swoon by it all; the hopes, uncertainties, the what ifs and what could have been. I walked with you in hopes I'd see the sun rise again, alas there was none. Then someone came to save me instead.

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I Told You To Be Patient With Me
Thursday, May 25, 2017
I Told You To Be Patient With Me


I told you to be patient with me. I'm not the easiest person to be with to someone who I barely knew. I tend to be skeptical, all walls are up, misconstrued judgement and all unnecessary reasons why I shouldn't say yes.

You're husband material so to speak. I hate using that term but that's the simplest way to describe you. Looks aside, we don't have the same definition of fun. I'm a wild child, free spirited who cares less about the world and only cares about what makes me happy. You're more direct, focuses on what's ahead, knows what needs to be done but your version of fun isn't the same as mine. Perhaps it's not all about having someone to even me out but also someone I could enjoy life with. Maybe I'll come around, maybe I won't but it's still too early to say.

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But I See The Opposite Instead
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
But I See The Opposite Instead


Sometimes I blame you for my tainted heart. I thought then that if I gave it time something will happen out of it, alas there was none. I'm not here to dwell on it but whenever I get close to someone, I compare them to you and how we were then. You were not all perfect but I see the good in you. I know it should be the same with him but I see the opposite instead.

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Knowing You, I Doubt If It Was Any Longer
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Knowing You, I Doubt If It Was Any Longer


Is this what you call it, a change of heart? It reminds me of how you were towards me and I think I'm experiencing the same. Just that this time it's less than 48 hours. I wonder how long it took you to change that towards me. Was it a day, a week, a month? Knowing you, I doubt if it was any longer.

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At This Moment I Find Myself In You
Saturday, May 20, 2017
At This Moment I Find Myself In You


We're all humans trying to find our place on this earth and at this moment I find myself in you.

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