Explore What You Can and Cannot Do
Wednesday, January 24, 2018
Explore What You Can and Cannot Do


I've thought about enrolling in an art course over the weekend and part of me is still indecisive about it. Mainly because it takes a year to complete it and knowing me I tend to stop half way. It won't be the first time I enrolled in a creative class though. Back in 2016, I took up a 6 week course in Creative Writing and I was surprise by how well I did. I mean I don't know how those words came out of me but it just did. Then again we're talking about a whole year here, not 6 weeks. Big commitment I know.

But can I just share this? Painting, drawing, colouring are some of the mediums I explored as a kid and I enjoyed doing it. I had sketch pads, drew still life and thought perhaps I have the skill. I just stop because either I wasn't into it that much or didn't think I have the talent. Nonetheless, as I grew older writing was the only thing that I kept doing and I have blogger to thank for that. But art? not so much.

Then again what's wrong in exploring and learning things that you are interested and later find out that it's not really your thing? At least you tried right? I mean how else can we know if we don't try?  I know it sounds like I'm trying to convince myself and perhaps I do. I mean I want to study yoga and even fashion design just to see which one I like best.  Needless to say I'll be one of those people who is a jack of all trades and a master of none. Maybe after all this I can just choose one and be a master of it no?

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Life Has It's Price To Pay
Tuesday, January 23, 2018
Life Has It's Price To Pay


It won't always be perfect isn't it? With everything in life there is a price to pay, whether it be your comfort, money, job, status everything. It's a life currency, a kind of transaction if you put it, to pay for what is given and I'm trying to learn how to deal with that.

Right now I'm trying to find comfort where I'm at. Not to settle but to find peace with it.

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Create The World You Want
Monday, January 22, 2018
Create The World You Want



I'm trying to keep a positive thought here as I've been wallowing too much on things that are unnecessary. I had a good sleep this last night and woke up with a positive note. Spend a bit of time reading my devotion and having breakfast. As I pause for a moment before I head out of the door I realize there's a few things that haven't change with me.

I still enjoy being in a creative environment. I enjoy arts and crafts, colours, literatures, all the things that makes me wonder and feel happy at the same time. Unfortunately, my work right now doesn't allow me to do that and it sucks how I came from a creative agency down to where my work focuses on media. It pays the bills and the environment allows flexibility but it doesn't fulfil me.

Something has to change but I tend to hold back. I don't know.

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When Life Forces You To Grow Up
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
When Life Forces You To Grow Up



I feel like life is forcing me to grow up even if I don't want to. I know I'm an adult but part of me doesn't want to be responsible for anything or to do anything for that matter.
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You Should Never Not Be Working On Something
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
You Should Never Not Be Working On Something


I stumble upon a quote over at my IG the other day and it said you should never not be working on something. I never really thought of this and to me it means to strive to achieve something important each day. I mean I do write occasionally here and all but there was never something I'm constantly working at except for maybe a couple of days go.

I think it's just a reminder to constantly work at something. Whether it bears fruit later or not you have to give to the world what you can offer.

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