I'm Not Afraid To Be The One To Leave
Saturday, September 24, 2016
I'm Not Afraid To Be The One To Leave


Slowly you're saying some kind of sorry but it's sounding more like you're letting me know. I'm not afraid to be the one to leave and then letting you go. Why give some kind of story when you know it's only going to be nothing at all. Give it over little lover you know I'll be another to call.

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Like It Meant Something More Than It Should
Wednesday, September 21, 2016
Like It Meant Something More Than It Should


That look on your face, I don't know how to describe it. Like it meant something more than it should. 

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I Needed To Be Reminded Of How Fun Life Is
Monday, September 19, 2016
I Needed To Be Reminded Of How Fun Life Is


I wasn't expecting to see you again considering we just had a night of drinks and partying. I thought that was it but you joined us anyway and had another night of fun. You showed us what the locals knew as the scene to be in the city and it was awesome. For 2 nights in a row we were all smashed and needed a day of recovery. It was that epic. 

You don't know how badly I needed this. I needed to be reminded of how fun life is because I couldn't handle a second of it back where I live. It was then that I realise what's important to me; the people, experiences, bettering myself for those around me and that's something I have to work on. I have a month to go before the next trip and who knows what can happen then. 

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You Were My Secret Summer Fling
Friday, September 16, 2016
You Were My Secret Summer Fling



It still surprises me how I got your attention despite having other girls on the trip. Not that it mattered but to me it meant that despite what I thought of myself, you see it otherwise.

It was a fun night wasn't it? The boys were playing the game I could never understand and you reached out if I'd like to be a part of it. I figured that was a good move and how men nowadays should do that more often. After a couple more drinks, the night has come to an end and we stayed up till 3am with late night swims and long walks by the beach. No one even notices it and perhaps that was a good thing. You were my secret summer fling.

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I Question Myself More Than Anything Else
Thursday, September 15, 2016
I Question Myself More Than Anything Else


Why do we always go back to this conversation? Haven't I embarrass myself enough? It's clear to me and you don't have to constantly say things I don't want to hear. I'm not upset okay. I'm not. It's just that I question myself now more than anything else and I blame you for it. You proved me right all along.
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