Tuesday, July 12, 2016

I Was In It For All The Wrong Reasons

I had time to reflect on things and after last night, I had more clarity. It was only day 5 of my 2 week trip here in Canada when this got into me and I'm in Old Town Quebec as I'm writing this. That was my goal, to reflect on things that has been troubling me for the past few weeks and now I know I'm in a good place.

I was in it for all the wrong reasons. I was desperate because I was scared of what I was left with and I didn't trust myself enough to handle it on my own. Like most things in life, I wanted to give it a try and see where it goes despite my own instincts telling me it was wrong. I realise it's okay to end things and to start all over, to see things with a fresh eye and begin with a new, to better myself and do all things I've always wanted. This is my life and I'm going to live out the best of it.