Friday, November 10, 2017

My Mind Can't Be Silent

I can't keep my mind still. It's all over the place yet this is where I feel the safest. I want to hide in my own thoughts, in own my world where no one can hurt me, where no one can judge me for what I do and for what I say. It's just me and this world I created in my head. I'm happy here. It's my playground and my refuge where I can come back to when everything else is but chaos.

I don't want to be surrounded by people I care less about. I'd rather stay away from them, isolating myself where I don't have to think of anyone but of ways I can better myself and of how I wish to live in the next 40 - 50 years of my life.