A Reflection of 2018 // Readings
Sunday, December 09, 2018
A Reflection of 2018 // Readings

This is the first time I'm doing a reflection for the year based on my readings. And it's quite interesting to see it from a different perspective not just from what I thought it is in my head. Here is a run down.

1. What were my biggest achievements in 2018 - Ace Of Pentacles
Meaning - A new financial or career opportunity, manifestation, abundance
Reflection - There was this new opportunity for us to move to a new city. Though nothing is set in stone, it just gave us that hope that we can potentially move.

2. What were my biggest challenges in 2018 - Reverse Seven of Wands
Meaning - Exhaustion, giving up, overwhelmed.
Reflection - There was this feeling of extreme insecurity and vulnerability. The pressure in the relationship was weighing me down, leaving me to doubt myself and whether everything is worth it.

3. How have I developed as a person? The Sun
Meaning - Positivity, fun, warmth, success, vitality
Reflection - I became a person that sees things in a better light. I developed deep insight into the situation and became more enlightened with my spirituality.  Through there are challenges along my path, I discovered who I am and why I'm here. 

4. What did I learn in 2018? - Four of Pentacles
Meaning - Saving money, security, conservatism, scarcity, control
Reflection - I became more attentive to my long-term financial security, actively saving money and watching my expenses. 

5. How would I describe 2018 in just 3 words - Page of Swords
Meaning - New ideas, curiosity, thirst for knowledge, new ways of communicating
Reflection: New Ideas / curiosity, new way of communicating and expressing myself

6. What is now complete? - Knight of Swords
Meaning - Ambitious, action-oriented, driven to succeed, fast-thinking
Reflection - I became highly driven, ambitious and action-oriented. 

7. What continuous into 2019 - Reverse Eight of Swords 
Meaning - Self-limiting beliefs, inner critic, releasing negative thoughts, open to new perspectives.
Reflection - Plagued by self-limiting beliefs and negative thoughts.

9. What new seeds and opportunities are being planted? - Seven of Cups
Meaning - Opportunities, choices, wishful thinking, illusion
Reflection - It can be a sign of ‘shiny object syndrome’, where I keep finding the ‘next big thing’ but fail to see any of those new opportunities through to the end. When I am are constantly in the idea phase, I miss the chance to bring my designs into fruition.

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Reverse Five Of Cups // Weekly Card 091218
Sunday, December 09, 2018
Reverse Five Of Cups // Weekly Card 091218

Meaning - Suggest that I've recently suffered a personal setback or disappointment.

Insights - I do feel like I have setbacks on my diet and fitness. I'm mentally at wreck for the past 2 months and it's so hard to go back into the momentum of eating healthy and working out all the time. 

Action - I need to remind myself that it's okay. What happened has happened and now it's time for me to practice healthy living again; to eat healthy, to take care of myself both mentally and physically. I'm letting go of what no longer serves me and I'm opening myself up to a world of change. A better version of me.

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I Saw The World Before Me
Thursday, December 06, 2018
I Saw The World Before Me

I don't usually stay late in the office, in fact I rarely do. But last week I had the chance to stay longer than I normally do and have a moment to see the sky change its colour, twilight if you will, right up high on the 22nd floor of my building.

I remember thinking how beautiful this city is, how my life could change, how I will not forget I started right here almost a decade ago.

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